Is not easy
wait till this ends of the workdays of week
purpose of blogging this
as writing an appreciate for one of the teacher, a man teacher that really teach me
and change me a lot
my tuition teacher when i'm form 1 till form 5
graduated my spm with a really surprising result
recall,
when i was form 1
though a friend's mum recognizing
that's the first time i saw this man
teaching me approximately whole subjects
malay, english, maths, science, geography and also history
and me and my friend, chii ying called him MR FATTY｛肥佬老師｝
as his plumy size
remember,
the first few months
i was really pretend as a good student there
praised by him as my english writing about the topic "how to make milkshake?"
reading out mine essays for an example to all
praised me that i used the adjective words correctly in the essay
prominent because of excellent in my present, past tenses
but also becomed prominent as i was becoming the most talkative there
the minute he started his class
i started talking with my neighbour sit friend
oh ya
making a mistake
not the minute he start teaching
but is the second i step into his house
i just will stopped my topic when the time i my mum came to fetch me back
don't from when he started ignoring me
he saw me copying the answer on the back of the book
until i lazy to copy at all and let it go
he just stay quiet
stared at me when my voice become loud which could really disturbed the others
for me
that time
i really none care about it
maybe i was unmature in my thought that time
and the scenario becoming worst
when my friend, chii ying come too
as my neighbour sit is occupied
she had to sit behind me
now,
i turned backwards the whole class for chatting
days by days
i started argued with the boys there
tuition room suddenly becomed sensation
that the condition that i started the quarrel with the boys!
then the shoes' treasure hunt started
i really inunderstanding that why are the 14yrs old boys so childish in minding and
try to hide my shoes
sawing i finding my shoes panic ing as my mum waiting me
they laugh and pretend that none of their business
really annoyed
nows the war within me and the boys started!
remembered,
mr called us back in saturday
for extra classes as our mid year exam was around the corner
optimum war section came
i ask my friends outside help me to throw the boy's shoe back!!!
then really,
my revenge successful!
but the next day i found that one of my paired shoe lost
sawing him cycled back with his outside friends
laughing along
i know what happened!
finally
MR know about it
he brought me his wife new shoes
and said:"take this!"
that time what i was thought was "what this fully guy done?"
but now the time i recalled back, i feel touching, really touching
from that time onward i stopped the war
but the talkative attitude remained
bearly end of that year
i started playing a foolish guy who would like to be my boyfriend
calling my phone non stop
sawing that he willing give me all of him
i started playing with him
asking him for the computer games and movie CD
i unprefered that guy knowing my home address
i asked him to sent all the disk to my tuition place
really humor when that foolish guy started knocking the door of the tuition room
mr fatty meet that guy and passing all those disk to me which had wrapped with present wrapper
but i know and realized that, mr was annoyed!
but me, none care about it
continued sharing my disk with chii ying
don't know whether he was staring at me or scolding at me
i just let it go!
the second time coming!!!
again i asked that guy came and gave me more disk
this time mr knew that and juz locked the door ignoring it
what the hell?!
but i'm not foolish
i called mr's home line
and naturally he will go and pick it up
took advantage of that few seconds of time
i opened the door and take the disk!
really annoyed him
i'm sured i had raised his blood pressure to 200mmHg
all this is just a corner of it
captured him when he was teaching
shouted at him
threw paper to floor
really much to say
really feel hating for my worst attitude that time!
how can i treated a teacher like that???!
can't understanding......
that's when i'm form 2
before the lasting of my form2
one of the day,
he told us
the government stooped the school teacher teaching tuition outside
if teaching tuition
must pay the tax
he said that he had to stop this tuition class
maybe he will find a shop outside continuing his tuition class
but he need time
he promised he will called us back when he was already
he gave back us RM11 for the fees that we paid more
that's time our end of year exam had ended
he taught us until the end of the exam
although the news of the government already annouched for a month
how this man responsible is?
for me that time,
really none care about it
took the RM11
and used it up for my shopping!
when i'm form 3
didn't find another tuition teacher
mr fatty also didnt called me back
my mum said call him see
maybe he forgotten to call us back
really not willing to make this call
i knew why he was not calling me back
but not forgotten
a voice saying:"hello"
i tried to pretend that i'm a strange student
i asked "Is it here tuition center?"
shocked that the voice asking me :"who are you?"
the shocked had froze me for a few seconds
how i'm going to answer this question
how easy the question is and how much courage i need to tell
millions question appeared in my mine
why he was asking this question?
with a little tremble voice, i said :"i'm wai kei."
i know he was shocked too
"teacher, are you having tuition now?"
"ya, but you must promised that not to chat anymore"
then, he told me his new address and time
i knew he was not will to have the student like me again
but finally he told me he was teaching again
the first day,
i and my friend, chii ying attend to the new place that he told
this time
i really behaved myself and be quiet much more than before
but passing a few days,
we started to talk silently
but not as loud as before
and not terrible as before
becoming behaving now
i know he was also comfort about this
he taught us gently
and putting hope in our PMR
i'm becoming behaviour
but not too serious too
copying answer
talking
was not far apart from me
i always done that!
so i know that i will not scored in my PMR
the tuition class stopped when PMR began
he wished us and blessed us
called us just after our exam asking us what is the title and what point we wrote
saw whether we wrote the correct point
PMR result is going to announce
i called him and asked him when is it
he was not sure that time but when the time he received the news about it
he called me immediately and told me
saw my PMR result
4A 4B
sad about it
UPSR full As student
now only scored half As in PMR
regret and sadness
that night he called me
asking me how about my result
told him
and asked him too how about our form4 tuition
he said he only teach us malay and english
Form 4
we started our malay class
he said he will arrange the english class for us
really work hard in this year
maybe the bad result enlighten me
started study all the time
but because of the neglected of my science and subjects on lower form
i really cant understand my subjects well although i'm putting tough in it
the first few chapter i can covered but the following up chapter
really dipersed about it
but starting form 4
my result really better than before
my class order not out of 10
but my lazy habit started in the end of the year
this indomitable teacher always printed out the point for us
told us earnestly
to memorize of it
and this is the time he said that i can do it but because i'm not putting effort in it
i knew it till kindergarden
all the teachers taught me will say that
even all the tuition teachers
Form 5, my another friend, amu came too
really happy about it!!!!
but this year
something had changed
Jia Yi from 5sc1 came too
follwing up
Adelene, Hui Teng, Hui Yan
came too
that time i really felt unhappy about it
in fact they are all my primary school friends
but don't know why i feel strange with them
that day they came
i started talking and playing handphone
not concentrated in class too
but after half year
i back to my own
hard work again
till SPM
he helped us all the way
concerned with our achievement
spotting question for us
but after our trial
his leg was injured
and stopped for two weeks
but the really touching is
he continued teaching us in the house opposite his house
sawing the plaster on his leg
stand using one leg
but he stilled teaching us tilled SPM
time passing like light speed
the last day of our tuition came
me, chii ying bought a present for him
and wrote an appreciate letter for him
asked him for his email address
but regret that he shaked his head
that second
i completely knew how is the feeling that not willing to leave a person
a great teacher like this!
on March
going to take my SPM result
scoring A+in my BM and A in my english
this was the happiest thing
the things i immediately did is calling him and tell him this good result
i'm sure he will be comfort too......
i wish that what i'm blogging today can be seen by my beloved Mr Tan
What i need and must to say is really thanks because of you,teacher! you are the one who didn't give up us!
THANK YOU!!!!
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